I'm in love with God

mattswhassup:

i dont like reblogging shit like this, but this one got me cause of the second sentence.

(Source: paul-escalante)

Anonymous asked: I just read your last post by randomly typing in "I'm in love with God" into Google. Wanted to let you know that I found your post to be very inspirational. Keep doing what your doing and continue to be yourself : )

I rarely get messages in tumblr so thank you very much with this. :) I’m very touched with this.. if you want to read my other blogs. here is my personal site http://pmbaligod.myapc.edu.ph/wordpress/.. thank you so much :)

I don’t know who you are as I write this but I hope you are having a good day.

To begin with I want you to know that I will never commit a relationship with you unless you claim me to God. I’m sorry but He will always be my first love. This will be the greatest thing you can do for me.  I want you to love Him more than me. I believe honey, that a relationship with Him is the best thing we could ever have.

Secondly I want to tell you about me.  I am the kind of girl who sometimes has a low self-esteem. I may look confident but deep inside my heart is screaming with fears. Go ahead calm my worries and uncertainties. I may not be as beautiful as your “Exes” but I know I can make everything right. I can’t promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over differences and trust issues. However, I promise that we will work everything together. It will be tough for us but as long as you are trying I will stay.

I will confess that I am undeniably in love with somebody else. I would like you to know that everything about him makes me smile. Don’t get jealous baby, because I know someday you will walk into my life and make me see why it never worked out with someone else. I will just wait until my heart voluntarily quits loving him.

One of my favorite quotations says that “The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. You see I have a tendency of falling in love with guys that think that I am no good for them. I’m sick of being hurt, and being thrown around as if I am nothing. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. 

I’m sorry but I need you to be strong enough to shut me up when necessary, to be there for me when everyone leaves and to hold my hand and cheer me up when the whole world gives up on me. I need you to be there for me not physically all the time but to be interested in what I do. You don’t need to punch someone if they made me cry. I just want you to let me be and hold my hand and maybe a tight hug do but I want you to let me fight my own battle.

You see I have been alone for a while now but I will be patiently waiting for you.

                I promise that I will be proud of you. I will always give you a kiss and congratulate you when you do something right. When you are tired, I will not bug you. I don’t know how to cook or even make coffee but I will learn it for you. I will send you good morning texts every day saying how much I love you and miss you. When you are sad I will let you be until you decide to give me a hug and tell me about it.

                You will be the only reason, the only hope and dream I could ever have and no matter what happened to us in the future, every day we are together is the best day of my life.

                As early as now I want to thank you for walking into my life. I will love you for who you are without any regrets or limitation. I ask you from God so I know you are the best I could ever have.

Sincerely,

Jane

(The person who will turn

your world upside down :P)

P.S.

I will read this to you when you are mine J